There's this thing called a blog that I committed to write every day for 31 days.
I failed at my #write31days commitment.
As a child of God, I have to set priorities. As much as I love this space, my priorities don't always include this space.
Sure, I could put my bible study and family on hold, but I'm not going to. Sure I could put my laundry and housework on hold - wait- I do that, but not for the blog, just for my family. Working full-time, taking care of my family, volunteering after school 3 days a week, keeping up with my church responsibilities, and keep up with a blog is challenging.
Part of being a child of God is being able to identify areas of struggle, areas of temptation, areas that will pull us away from our priorities.
It is so easy to come here and post for the sake of posting. You know, getting those likes and shares. We want to know that people have a desire to hear our words. But that's a temptation. A temptation to put what you want ahead of what God wants, to put my self-centeredness above my family and other obligations.
When I come here, I want my heart to be in the right place. I want this to be a place where I can focus on what God will have me say. All to often we are quick to talk just to be heard. I don't want you to hear me; I want you to hear God.
In my busyness of life (mama, teacher, robotics coach, academic team mentor, chauffeur, laundry doer, butler, maid, cook, custodian, counselor, nurse, psychiatrist, -----), I yearn for my quiet time. My time to be still and listen for His still small voice. I yearn for my prayer time, my bible study time, my praise and worship time.
And He wants me to yearn for Him, to desire Him above all else. And when I do, He can make me into the woman He wants me to be.
So, after reading this words......
turn the TV off
put the phone away
say goodnight to Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, Snap Chat
yearn for Him
feel His closeness
take Him in